1. |
What Now?
03:47
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Chorus:
When I was screaming what now
This world it can be cut throat
We feel unseen up
In a glass house
Got me feelin’ we should slow down slow down
When I was screaming what now
This world it can be cut throat
We feel unseen up
In a glass house
Got me feelin’ we should slow down slow down
Verse 1:
Aye I been in mind been mighty quiet lately
Watch the Tables turned maybe time could pay me
a valuable resources
I always seem to waste
I never said a word but it was written on my face
blessing I would curve I was standing outta place
Back in line wit It
Back in time wit it
See young kings sell the soul for a designer fit
Market and target
There is a darkness
It’s hang above our head like a traumas and hardships
Hard erase that
Theres few who would face that
Why so many people carry the same straps
Who am I to disagree - I would never call the cops I’d die upon my feet
My people dying of disease
My people dying to be free
I’m just dying to be me
I mean I’m trying to be free
Got me feelin’ I should slow down before I’m crying in my knees
Chorus:
When I was screaming what now
This world it can be cut throat
We feel unseen up
In a glass house
Got me feelin’ we should slow down slow down
When I was screaming what now
This world it can be cut throat
We feel unseen up
In a glass house
Got me feelin’ we should slow down slow down
Verse 2:
I been fighting time and crossing lines of lately
Feels like my foes were designed to hate me
A battle to be on but we all runnin in our place
I never said a word but it was written on face
I still stall at the thought of us
Still stuck on what wasn’t love
It roots deeper then I’ve ever thought
Attatchmebr issues of traumatic birth
Family first stems from that
It’s the reason that I tap
I Neva even said it but it’s the reason I feel trapped
Cars outta the bag - alone and I’m scared
Ill prepared to deal with death
More meorials pop up it’s less of us left
Everytime I see a baby cry I feel it in my cheast
I feel it in my breathe
It’s hard not feel left
I can hardly make sense
So I use my friends and goals to balance me
Spare time is scary so I’m always finding ways to challenge me
Gotta take time to
Heal
Never unpacked my youth or the burden that I feal
Real
Chorus:
When I was screaming what now
This world it can be cut throat
We feel unseen up
In a glass house
Got me feelin’ we should slow down slow down
When I was screaming what now
This world it can be cut throat
We feel unseen up
In a glass house
Got me feelin’ we should slow down slow down
Narration:
The Energy in Hip-Hop, energy in music all that energy is able to be put together
Where People can Make Art and heal
That is community
Bridge:
When I was Screaming what now
The world it can be cutthroat
It's got me feeling
We Should Slow Down
When I was Screaming what now
The world it seems so cutthroat
It's got me feeling
We Should Slow Down
When I was Screaming what now
The world it can be cutthroat
It's got me feeling
We Should Slow it down, slow it down, slow it down
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2. |
At First Glance
04:23
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Chorus (Mungo Baby):
Now I’ve read some things
And they’re all supposed to be and so advanced
just do what you into yeah
it could be so simple
at first glance
now i’ve read some things
some books and some zines
And they’re all supposed to be and so advanced
it could be so simple
just do what you into yeah
at first glance
Bridge: (Isaiah Mostafa + Afterthought)
tryna free my mind
hide from the evil eye
i see the light
i see them signs
so i read em twice
we redefine
peep the fine print
i be precise
so tell me
how you sleep at night?
i need that bean and rice
with some collard greens
tell somebody that you love em
on the count of 3
i just wanna know we made it
when the gas on E
the past don’t breathe
this cash don’t either
hmmm
Mis educated like miss lauryn
I been stacking pennies cause lately it been pourin
Rain in my parade
I seen some brother lose they way
Nah they was lead astray
By the power put in place
Just to put you in your place
We was taught to run a sprint but that’s the wrong race
Have faith and keep ya pace
Had to pause to take a breather
Check my health and ground
Feet bruh
Check my health and ground
Feet bruh
Chorus (Mungo Baby):
Now I’ve read some things
And they’re all supposed to be and so advanced
just do what you into yeah
it could be so simple
at first glance
now i’ve read some things
some books and some zines
And they’re all supposed to be and so advanced
it could be so simple
just do what you into yeah
at first glance
Verse 2:
Who the fuck is this number hitting up my phone?
Fucking up my naps, like conditioner and combs
I don’t listen if you wrong I just click and hit the tone.
That’s my motto. Baby it’s been simple all along.
I don’t need the prize money you can keep that.
Let the runner-up have it with they weak ass.
Give me a beat pack
So I can eat that
I speak the gospel having praying in the knee caps
When I get up on stage,
They ask me to repeat that.
When you get up on stage,
They asking for they fees back.
With you they want they refund.
With me they want they recap.
You? You like a re-run.
Me? They like “I never seen that”.
Chorus (Mungo Baby):
Now I’ve read some things
And they’re all supposed to be and so advanced
just do what you into yeah
it could be so simple
at first glance
now i’ve read some things
some books and some zines
And they’re all supposed to be and so advanced
it could be so simple
just do what you into yeah
at first glance
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3. |
low mileage
04:12
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4. |
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Poem 1: (Hazel White)
"I had hoped I would achieve something by Desert Storm." Listening to a young man who went to the second Gulf War, an ex-Marine of the first Gulf War weeps.
Site is calm, on the front of something:
Deposits of knowing—depth of fathom, distance of furlong—terror, become a terror
—drift unredacted with
murders sometimes daily now. Each
horror
steals
detonates
inters
everything.
If only the officers and public had known
If care
might go sideways
and
backward with ease.
Poem 2: (Afterthought)
The hate it comes from shame
Power ain’t come from the pain
Pain don't always lead to change
Sadly change ain’t always going the right way
Way to gone, souls gone away
Guns at play make me run away
Bullets have no name
Shooters they just get away
We can all feel they Hate (Pain)
Prayer:
I Can’t Waste my Time
Even When they hate the shine
So I won’t Waste my time
Even when they hate the shine
Poem 3:
From a two floor skyline
An abandoned house talked to me
It said young man
You are heroic
And ten years old
Among twenty generations of friends. Friends will free fall away. Free fall up.
Free fall to walls with fifth grade speed to industrial paint behind second-hand fences
Young man, use quick knife tones. Be bone and brass. Be last laugh music.
You are always leaving. Always one change of clothes from the door. A life in escape.
Two floor skyline said you are the guide that dies in the middle
The friend more blues than skin
The face that cheap hotel schizophrenics can place
With 90 miles per hour right eyes
Among dry heat killers
Once children
Three feet high
And roaming
And repeating
And aiming
At cotton mirrors that hang on breathing walls
You are ten years old Tagging along Yawning at well-lit violence
Whistling tool shop songs
You will be useful
You will be high and alone
Flying on a nephew dragon
From a twenty dollar family
In a sky that calls itself
Just more soil
Around walls
That are just walls
Except these walls
Suggest you make wives
Out of highs and currency
Here the air is polite to sleepy glass and bullying walls.
Young man,
You will admit
That sometimes
Suicide is power
Because some people live stronger as ghosts
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5. |
Still Half Hearted
02:58
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6. |
SIGNS
03:14
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Verse 1: (Sin Q)
They say hindsight is 2020 but I bet a pretty penny
Most won’t do no different if they had the chance//
Blockin blessins on accident, misdirected n passionate
We all have our moments take a second glance//
I don’t pray like my mama I’m sorry, ancestors guide me I’m thankin mother earth, ask her can I have this dance//
God is change, sowin seeds, hold reprieve, lemme breathe, blowin trees in the sky like my plane won’t land//
Ain’t no chance ima deny me what I know been destined fa me
Look in the mirror and see that reflection fully//
Seekin the healin but ain’t applyin the pressure
Fuck all they standards that ain’t how i choose to measure//
I wrote a plan, then anotha plan, then I lost the plan, start again and I still ain’t never quit, nah
What i call into my life aint hand delivered, go n get it, chart a map to a place we never went, ah//
Hook:
If she call you outta nowhere
If it happen to align thassa sign
If she hit you late at night thassa sign
That’s a sign, That’s a sign
Verse 2 (Isaiah Mostafa, Lehnen Raphael & Afterthought):
I call her twinkle toes
shy with the crinkled nose
so cold
i hit flows only chris cringle knows
its pushin 3 below
that’s why she keep the heater close
i need to go
we seeking gold
like it’s gon bring us home
Easy come easy go
What you reap & sow
See the sign written on the wall no graffiti though
Read between the line something deep inside speakin facts
Peekin back between I hope I find another piece of that
Signs in my mind left there by the past
Time is a resource that’s depleting fast
Decisions that lasts - the goal is outlast
Foundation is love lives below like outkast
Pass by signs on the road of life
Hold dreams tight alone at night
It’s hard to right we all lose sight we look for life check ya mind you might just find
That’s a sign
Hook:
If you show up and it’s over thassa sign
If the vibes don’t match the vibes thassa sign
you ain’t even hit yo prime thassa sign
That’s a sign, That’s a sign
Verse 3: (Katana)
I just seen 3 numbers 555
Looks like a change goin come aint goin lie
Hook:
Feel the pressure n the purpose thassa sign
If it always hit so natural thassa sign
We was bound to make it happen this a signs
That’s a sign, That’s a sign
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Verse:
gapped toof
big girl
big feet
tight curls
chubby ting
it’s ya world
fuck what a hater say
never fit on a plane
benefits
they wont pay
cuz they see
grandma j
and she built
heavily
thing is heavenly
i been dropped weight steadily
you could lose 100 pounds
still dont know to love yaself
pops did
gained back
in a year
ain’t that
some shit
i’d say it is
my belly here my belly fat
belly praise praise praise you
it’s in the way you way you way you
take space and break our break thru
belts and be ocean waves too
size 11 they don't walk in these shoes
build like the ocean and you're built like the moon
i used to hide
undress in dark and private
avoid mirrors and deny
my own beauty to my eyes
self hatred is a bitch
came a long way I say it's lit
every day we making big steps
to soften this fist yeah
Choir:
I can only love who I am for the better
I love me
I love me
Rest assured
My peace is pure
I wont hide my features
Oh oh oh
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8. |
Biggest BIG Boyz
03:20
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She wanna ride with a real one
Schedule so packed but I still come
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9. |
Broken/Healed
04:21
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10. |
Moonlight
03:32
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Verse 1: (Nina Del Río)
Wake up to moonlight
See it through your eyes
I’ll sing to you before it fall through and I have to go
Let’s watch the sunrise
Over Grey skies
And look for shapes in the clouds
With you I’m hella faded (elevated)
Chorus:
Come a little closer don’t let go
Give a little more I want you so
I would give it all just let me know
Just let me know
Verse 2
No se cómo decirte
Que esto puede ser simple
Con la luz de mañana enredada en la cama
Nunca me quiero levantar
Porque es todo tan serio?
Que te encanta el misterio
Ay bebe, no es tan serio
Chorus 2:
Si me dices que me quieres ver
Siento que me falta conocer
Abraza la sombra de tu ser
Verse 3: (Afterthought)
My fear begins to rise every sun down
I pray every mother makes there sun smile
Do Father Time n mama nature live in one house
They told me keep it wuiet but I love loud
Bask in moonlight of true life
I been focused on a lot of things should focus on tryna get u right
I’m tryna get me right don’t get me wrong
So I’m journaling each night n put them in songs
I’m laying next too - I’m just glad I can give some rest to you
My goal to just mend and soothe I feel that I’ve got more to prove
You look at me and say I’m more than enough
At night it can get cold but what we doin is warmin us up
Informing our trust
Sharing our our love
All the pain of our past is laying dormant in us
A hush falls as we work out why
Come a little closer cause this feels just right
The process which we healin begins tonight
Chorus:
Come a little closer don’t let go
Give a little more I want you so
I would give it all just let me know
Just let me know, Just let me know
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11. |
You Are (Interlude)
01:44
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12. |
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13. |
Still Rockin
04:20
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14. |
slow ya roll (extended)
05:20
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Aye lil homie slow ya roll
Verse (OFMB DK):
Left foot right foot stomp
I made away for my niggas,
Real soldier with a chip on my shoulder,
Cold nigga keep it cool in heat,
You be wise keep your ears to the streets
Pay attention You would want to be me,
Do or die,
You should know what I’m on,
In the air of war some would die for the throne
Can’t be like them
I won’t go
That’s on bro
I got too much lose and got too prove,
Before I take one
I put one on the news
Size 10 in these runners,
You can’t ever fit these shoes
Phones call 7:30
I don’t pick em up
Last call I got that early Really fucked me up
Mar call like D?
I’m like yeah what up?
He like folks got shot,
I’m like damn
He like nigga what
Mann folks he ran block
How some niggas that’s not from our city
Slide and get the drop
Bitch I’m hot,
Bro spent like 3 whole week tryna get a pop
I don’t know how we gon shake back,
OG in our ears saying to be coo,
But we know why they like that
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15. |
New Neighbors
03:42
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16. |
Must Be Blessed
03:47
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Verse 1 (Ozer):
When the sun don’t shine tell me who you Finna run to
This is deeper than sex, I could be the one with you come to
Give you the whole thang
Ain’t none of this partial
Elevate my game,
You keep me on hut 2
Head in the clouds
And the stars in my hand
Just call when you can
Let’s get lost the world
Forget about life
Let’s think of plan
Then tell everybody what love is about
And leave hints in the sand
You blessing to me
It was destined to be
Give thanks to the man
Verse 3:
sometimes i feel like i been running from myself again
sometimes i feel like standing still and just taking it in
i don’t know how i find my way
i must be blessed
in the end
i just gotta believe it will
it all works out in the end
so i know i know i’m
(blessed)
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17. |
Soak Up The Sun
02:48
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20. |
Fly Away
04:20
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LOE Gino:
Im tryna keep my heart as light as a feather
Im tryna keep it together
Maybe im lackin in efforts
Been tryna find the good in bad
things thats makib me better
Navigating everything thats
dark the light been keeping me tethered
Came a long way from the boy that Was shy
Now they say ima vibe
I feel i been aging like wine
Im the creation of all that
patience thats coming wit time
When you livin in the future u feel out of yo mind
Wit time
I needa fly away
I needa hide away
I gotta find a way
Feeling low
See it in my face
Shit i you time
I juss copped
A bag of the dopest im gettin hugh today
Maybe i been lacking in focus been feelin scattered brain
Maybe need some grounding
Feel depleted
Watering my fountain
Searching for my legend
I been roaming and i never found it
Just to reach my peak
Ima scourer all the
tallest mountains
They cant ever keep y on the ground
If you dont allow it
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21. |
What Now? (Reprise)
04:12
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Poem:
You can tell by my tires that not everyone who has ridden with me is still alive. Also, that I like my drinks neat, bottled, and in a bus stop… Also, that we are drowning in precinct paper, department store floor plans, and applications to the moon. We can change the color of our snot from gifted to heart attack. I’ll tell you about ashes later… But where are all these angels coming from smelling like the cigarette that fails? And why is the man on the safe side of these headlights freezing up?
-If you got nothing to say at my funeral, I’ll speak on your behalf
Heroin in my smile
Mountain made of flatland robbery
Among some things on my mind
The last store run in the name of shared afterlife
Friday to the filter
I’m a tall tale on earth
But here’s to that angel that never appeared to america
And a night of dog paddle
And a batch of hangovers looking for a home
A liar wouldn’t have lived this long
-my humor when fences speak
holding a pair of
rambling dice
that have unique tempers and young souls
that say shut up about our city
tidal months crash over a coast. Why lie?
the street’s teeth are in pieces there is reservoir art on the faces of stragglers
there is sad news from back that says we have to grow up on his behalf
stumble back to a car full of last stand the truth is stale
but still liquor
Mission Street would be proud of me
I am a mural man
almost organized
remember when my lungs would wake up last
walking all morning when it was worth it
man, I’m three decades homeless
and reservoir art is all I ever see
and I’m 2,000 miles from my first fight
maybe no one really survived
maybe I wrote my first poem for no reason
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